Friday I filed an order of protection against my ex-husbands girlfriend or ex-girlfriend. I say that because I have no idea what she is. He told me ex yet they are still living together.... I highly doubt he's going to leave her, I just have that feeling. Usually, 90% of the time my feelings are correct. My mothers instinct is going off on high alert too. That, as all you mothers know, is always 100%. ANYWAYS, it got denied because they are not related. So, Monday I went & file a harassment restraining order against her. Found out Tuesday the judge approved it & set it to take effect immediately. I'm now waiting for it to be served to her. If it's not by tomorrow Bailey will not be going to her dads this weekend. Only makes sense. In it I put that while Bailey is at her dad's for visitation she is not to be at the residence at all. She must leave for the duration he has her, Friday-Monday. See why now I won't send her if she hasn't been served? I was able to pick that up yesterday.
Yesterday I went and picked up the CT scan of my sinuses so I could show my kids my deviated septum. My husband was like wow, that is big. I looked at it for a good 10 minutes. He couldn't understand why I was so fascinated by it. Uhm, HELLLLLOOOOO it's not every day you have this in your possession. Well, now I do haha. Ya, get what I mean.. Below is the photo showing the deviation. My cursor is at the, peak?, of it. If you follow the white line out from it (it gets faint in some areas) that is the deviation. It's really neat. Now I can breath :)
I got the worst news yesterday. My best friend since childhood's grandma hasn't been doing well. Yesterday was her 86th birthday. Yesterday was also the day she went to be with God. I am blessed to have known her. She was a beautiful, sweet, caring & wonderful person. My heart goes out to her family, who was my second family growing up.
That's not the only bad news I got. My gram isn't doing so well. I don't want to go into detail but this could be the end. Talking with my mom she said she thinks gram is giving up. She's ready. I am a mess. My whole family is in PA & I can't even be there. I want to be there so bad. I want to see my gram. I want to kiss her one last time. I want to tell her I love her. She's heavily sedated so calling will do nothing. I want her to feel my presence. I want to tell her that hero's never die. They live on forever. I want to tell her it's ok. Only God knows when it's time. I pray for her comfort & I pray God lets her know I love her, I miss her. I pray she gets better. I pray this is just a huge bump in the road. If it's not, I know she lived a long, wonderful life. I am blessed to have her as my grandmother. She will always be my g-ma that doesn't fart :) She knows.
Anyone who does anything to help a child in his life is a hero to me. -Fred Rogers
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